For those of you who are following this journey or walking your own, I sincerely appreciate you! I pray that whatever storms or trials you are facing, you stay encouraged and be the light in the darkness. I say that even as a reminder to myself, because I know that every hardship, difficulty and disappointment,…

Gettin’ It Back: Day 17

God gave me relief today. Not rest, because there was still battling to be done, though not as intense. His Word though,  was as refreshing today as a stream of fresh water. I've learned to tell the difference between my own thoughts just kind of wondering around about the things of God, and when the…

Silence. My head hurts from all the silence.  I wish I could communicate What could possibly alleviate The headache  That houses my silence.  If I spoke up maybe he would respond. If I breathed louder perhaps he would look up, Put his phone up, Open his heart up. Maybe.  Since I can't be sure, I…

Gettin’ It Back: Day 15

Emotions are often a tangled up mess of perfection... we know exactly how we feel, and yet  fail to express it adequately and sometimes appropriately. Our outbursts, breakdowns, and ranting and raving somehow allow us to reach out and touch our humanity. I heard a well-known pastor say that this concept of "feelings" is the…

So once again I have waited until the midnight hour to post to the "getting it back" series, and I am sleepy. So, very. sleepy. With that said, this will be short. If I try to press through, I don't think anyone will be able to read what I write LOL. These past two weeks…